This summer I have taken Nell to several cruise nights, and she has been a reliable ride. I figured she was really ready for this long trip. Last Sunday, after taking my sweetheart out for a cup of coffee, I got out of the car and noticed drops of water appearing on the ground in front of the bumper! It looked like it was raining, but just in a very small patch immediately in front of the car, and the bumper was also wet. Kneeling down for a closer look, it became clear that the radiator had sprung a pinhole leak! Bummer! I guess she isn't ready after all. The radiator is pretty old, and probably should have been replaced a year ago... but I was too eager to get the car together. I thought I could get by with the old radiator.
Monday I was on the phone with T-bird parts houses trying desperately to find a radiator that I could get in a few days. On the third try, I found one in my state. When I came home from work on Tuesday, the new radiator had arrived! I got a heavy duty 4-row copper version, which should have a little extra cooling capacity.
I had Friday off, so bright and early I pulled the old radiator and started cleaning up the engine compartment. This is much easier to do with the radiator and fan removed.
The before picture, after I drained the radiator. |
Taking the shrouds off is pretty easy. The rust stains on the radiator came from an ill-fitting cap that I used when I first assembled the car last year. |
The upper shroud showed some rust after I pulled off the old rubber strip. I repainted the shroud, and installed new rubber. |
The new radiator is just a little thicker, with an additional row of tubes. |
The engine compartment. detailed and reassembled. |
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At my recovery meeting last week, the lesson was on Step 6... "being fully ready for God to remove all our defects of character". It's easy to think I am ready, and another thing to be fully ready. God has a remarkable way of reminding me of my lack of readiness. A lingering stare that could turn to lust, a lingering attitude or entitlement... these are like pinhole leaks in my radiator. Am I fully ready to let God fix me, to replace a part of me. Do I cringe at the cost of the repair, or do I move out in faith?
I had to let go of something this week that was holding me back from being fully ready. It may not be the only thing, but I'm just a little closer to being the man I want to be. The man I think God wants me to be.
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